how am i suppose to feel about all of this...
i keep asking what should i do.
how should i feel.
but uhh i don't know.
there is nothing wrong about the whole thought of it..
i just don't know..
is a worse side of me taking over..
like the jealousy side.
well how am i suppose to figure it out.
no one can give me answers.
i can't even give myself the answers i want..
gosh...
maybe i am thinking too much into it!!
GOSH I NEED HELP!!
but no one can give it to me...
blahhblahh

i am done now..