pahh.. who cares?

my WHOLE life i have always been very paranoid!!
say if someone said they would call me by five and they didn't
i would always work my self up to think the worse.
like "oh they are hanging out with someone cooler than me"
and i would do that every time a scenario like that would happen.
and i still do it.
but lately i have tried my hardest not to jump to such drastic thoughts.
and say if they are hanging out with someone else or whatever.
who cares?
i need to stop sweating the small stuff.
and look at my life as if it was one big picture
i can't sit there and pick out every imperfection.
i need to stop working myself up.
who cares?
if i am not the favorite?
if i am not the best?
if i am not number one?
if i am not not the prettiest?
really?

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.