hmmmm?

isn't it weird how much life can change in such a short time?

i never noticed you before..
you just blended in like all the others.
but now you stick out like a bright glowing star.
when did this happen?
why did i never even give you a second look before?
but.. now all i want to do is talk to you.
maybe it was because i was so caught up with all the others?
but how am i supposed to tell you this?
i hear things... but are they true?
can i believe these people telling me these things?
who knows?
i can't just come out and tell you...
i don't even know if i want you to know?
what if it backfires on me this time?
maybe it is time for me to get a taste of my own medicine.
my life has been flip flopping so much lately.
nothing is definite anymore.