i am done trying to figure it out. trying to follow what is happening! it is just dumb. and the thing is they don't even know i am trying to figure 'this something out'. i hate when you feel like there is something going on around you... but you just can't put you're finger exactly on it. yahh you may say i am being "overdramtic" but do you even understand... all the thoughts whirling around my head about all of this. it is just constant. if there is something going just tell me..it would put alot of these thoughts out of my head.........gosh!! ugh why??