finally it is gone!!

yessss!! finally it is gone i have no feeling left they are all gone. finally we can just be friends. even though all the shit you put me through these last 5 months, even though you don't even know what you were doing to me. or weren't doing, for that matter. none of that matters anymore i am totally and completely over you! no more butterflies. and oh i can't even explain it! i don't even get giddy when you talk to me!!! but i don't want to hang out with you still, i don't want to fall under your "charming spell". you can go off and flirt with every girl in the world..... and you know what I DON'T EVEN CARE!! it just is an amazing feeling.. why i was so hung up on you i have no clue, but now i am not......FINALLY (: