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thinking and wondering?
did i make the right decision...
well obviously i didn't.
i just sit there and think.
what if i would have did something different.
would it be different.
seeing you go on acting like nothing happened.
watching you move on.
you just dropped me like i was nothing.
how much it makes me think.
just that ONE decision was all wrong.
could i have done something better?
to make you notice.
but seeing you now
jealously flows throughout me.
oh how i wish i could go back in time..
i can't get it out of my head.
that is all i think about anymore
i thought it would have gotten better
but it has gotten worse.
i keep saying i am over you!
but i am not, and i wish you knew that...