Thursday, October 9, 2008

do i belong?

sometimes i wonder do i belong in this world
am i good enough?
am i pretty enough?
am i smart enough?
am i nice enough?
am i thin enough?
sometimes i think i am not enough of any of those things....
like i don't fit anywhere
sometimes i look in the mirror and just notice all my imperfections.
maybe that is just because i am insecure i feel like nobody will ever love me.
because of my imperfections.
i feel like i could do everything for someone to notice me but yet they still don't
i feel like if i didn't talk first
would anyone talk to me?
i don't know..
sometimes it feels like i am invisible
and people don't even notice me.
but i guess sometimes i have to think of all the good
stuff about me and not search for all the bad.
i have to love me for me.
and not change for anything or anyone
if you don't like me because how i look or act.
i guess your really not worth my time AT ALL.
so whatever
if there is one wish i would want it would be to be not so insecure about myself.
but that doesn't have to be i wish i just have to work on that by myself.
so the question i asked; do i belong?
the answer is yes everybody is made for a certain purpose
if God wanted everybody to look and act the same he would have made us that way.
but obviously he didn't so he doesn't want us all the same
and boy how lucky am i for that!!

1 comment:

-*rachel said...

i knowwww exactly what you mean about the if i didnt talk first would they even be talking to me? haha